Sokunge kumisikidza nekuchengetedza yakanaka, hukama hwakasimba hwewanano hwakange husiri dambudziko hombe pachezvayo, kutendeuka kusingatarisirwi kwezviitiko kubva kunze kunogona kumanikidza kunyangwe vakasimba vakaroora. Semuenzaniso, kune vaviri kubva kuAlaska vandakaona online kuburikidza neSkype kwerinenge gore ikozvino, avo vakapikiswa nezviitiko zvekunze zvakakosha.
Heino nyaya yavo uye mashandiro avakaita pamwechete pakubatsira mumwe wevakaroora kukunda netsaona kupindwa muropa.
Hanna naJason (kwete mazita avo chaiwo), vaviri mune avo makumi mana emakore, vane vana vaviri vanonoka kuyaruka. Hanna anoshanda pakambani yekuvandudza software, uye Jason manejara maneja wekambani yemagetsi emagetsi.
Vaviri ava vakave nezvakanaka nezvakadzika asi kazhinji, ivo vanoti vakashanda pamiyano yavo pazvinhu zvakaita semari nebhajeti, maitiro evabereki, nekubata zvinotarisirwa nevakuwasha, zvinobudirira. Ivo nemhuri yavo vaiita mushe mushe mushe.
Zvese zvakachinja Hanna paakafonerwa nekambani yemagetsi hofisi hofisi achizivisa Hanna kuti Jason akange aona tsaona yebasa, kudonha kubva pascaffold, uye akamhanyiswa kuchipatara neamburenzi.
Hanna akabva abuda muhofisi yake ndokuenda kuimba yekukurumidzira. Paakazowana ruzivo kubva kuvashandi ve emergency, akaudzwa kuti Jason akakuvara zvakanyanya pabendekete, asi kuti pakanga pasina pfupa rakatyoka. Ivo vaida kumuchengeta muchipatara kwemazuva mashoma, uye ipapo aigona kuenda kumba.
Hanna akasununguka uye akawana Jason anotenda pavakataura, vese vachitaura kuti mhedzisiro yekudonha kwakakomba ingave yakanyanya kuipa sei.
Dambudziko raive rekuti, kuti kukuvara kwepafudzi kwakasiya Jason aine mamwe marwadzo akanyanya kuenderera. Chiremba wake akaraira imwe mhando yemishonga yeopioid kwenguva pfupi, pamwe nekupinda kukiriniki ye physiotherapy.
Jason akange asingaende kubasa kwemwedzi yakati wandei, sezvo kukuvara kwake kwakamutadzisa kushanda kwenguva. Hazvina kutora nguva refu Jason asati adzokera kuna chiremba wake achinyunyuta kuti mushonga wemarwadzo wanga usiri kushanda zvese zvakanaka uye kuti anga achitambura. Chiremba akapindura nekuwedzera chipimo chemushonga wemarwadzo.
Mavhiki zvaaipfuura, Hanna anoti Jason aive ave kushushikana uye kushatirwa, kusashivirira vana, uye, mumashoko ake "akaita sebheya rekugara naro."
Ipapo, akaziva kuti Jason aizvipeta kaviri uye achipererwa nemapiritsi asati aenda kunotevera kwachiremba. Akamubvunza nezve izvi uye mhinduro yaJason yaive yakajeka "Ndiri kurwadziwa, uye handigoni kuzvibatsira kana ndichida zvimwe."
Jason anga awira mumusungo wekushandisa netsaona zvinodhaka.
Zvakaipisisa zvakadaro, Jason akatanga kutenga mapiritsi pamusika mutema. Hanna aive padivi pake nekufunganya. Akatsanangurira Jason maitiro aive nenjodzi uye kuti hauzomboziva zvechokwadi zvaungave uri kutenga kana kuti mishonga iyi ingamukuvadza kana kumuuraya!
Pakupedzisira, Hanna akatsvaga musangano nachiremba wevaviri ava uye vakaita hurukuro yakajeka naye. Chiremba akatsanangura manzwiro aakaita iye ega mukusungwa nevarwere vake vanorwadziwa.
Vazhinji vavo vaitambura kurwadziwa, opiates anowanzove neakanyanya ekuderedza marwadzo zvivakwa, asi iye ainyatsoziva kuti ivo vaive vakapindwa muropa.
Akabvuma kusangana naJason nguva dzose uye achimuisa pachirongwa checorticosteroids, anti-inflammatory drug uye imwe inorwisa-kuodza mwoyo mishonga. Zano iri raive rekuita zvishoma nezvishoma kuti Jason amise maopioid uye amubatsire kukunda netsaona kushandisa zvinodhaka.
Maitiro aya akashanda kusvika padanho, kunyange Jason akabiridzira kakati wandei nekuwana mamwe mapiritsi pamusika mutema zvakare. Kunyangwe hanna paakaedza kuve nemoyo murefu uye kunzwisisa, imba yavo yaive yakanetsa uye ivo vaisanzwa sepedyo. Jason aiedza asi achitambura.
Nenguva iyo zvese izvi zvaiitika kune vaviri, mitemo ine chekuita nekurapa mbanje yaive ichichinja muAlaska. Hanna akatsvagurudza pamhepo uye akafunga kuti vaviri ava vanofanirwa kusangana nachiremba anonyanya kushandisa mbanje yekurapa marwadzo. Iye haana kunzwa kuti Jason ainyatsobata kumisa kwake maopioid zvese izvo zvakanaka.
Vakaona chiremba 'wembanje' iye ndokunyorera mamwe anonzi CBD mafuta. Iyi cannabidiol, iyo inobva mumuti wembanje asi haigadzi yakakwira kana chero mhando yekudhakwa. Akafunga kuti izvi zvinogona kubatsira Jason nekurwadziwa kwekurwadziwa, kana zvirinani kudzora kuzvimba kwake.
Jason akamhanyisa chirongwa ichi akapfuura chiremba wake wenguva dzose uye aive mubhodhi.
Mune imwe yezvikamu zvedu zvepamhepo, Hanna akarondedzera shanduko yakakura muJason. Akanga achifara uye achifara kuti akange abva pamaopioid uye aivimba nemafuta eCDD uye achienderera mberi nemimwe mishonga yanga ichishandiswa nachiremba wake.
Zvinhu zvakaratidzika kunge zvave kudzokera pachimiro pakafonerwa naHanna achikumbira musangano wekupa zano nekukurumidza kurwisa kushandisa zvinodhaka.
Pavakauya pachiratidziro cheSkype, Jason airatidzika kusuwa uye Hanna airatidza kushatirwa. Akatsanangura kuti rimwe zuva aive auya kumba achibva kubasa uye akawana Jason mugaraji mune yaakadana kuti "gore rinonhuwa reutsi." Jason akatsanangura kuti kunyangwe aikunda muhondo yekurwisa mapiritsi, aive achiri kunzwa kushushikana.
Akataura kuti anga aenda kuchitoro chembanje akatenga imwe mbanje, isiri yemushonga, iyo yaakatanga kuputa Hanna ari kubasa. Zvakaita kuti anzwe zvirinani maererano nemamood ake.
"Zvakanaka," akadaro Hanna, "asi zvinokuita kuti ubve. Hausi kuzondibatsira uye nemhuri paunenge wakakwira, uye handizvifarire. ”
Ndakabvunza Jason kuti aigara achisvuta sei, uye akati aizviita mazuva ese. Iniwo ndakamubvunza kana aigona kuona kukwirira, kunyange kungavandudza manzwiro ake, kumubvisa kubva kumhuri uye kupinda maari.
Akabvuma.
Hanna akabva atsamwa. “Jason, ndafamba nenzira newe kuburikidza nekukuvara kwako, mushonga wako wekushandisa zvinodhaka, uye zvino wave kuda kukwanisa kukwira uye kutarisa chero nguva yaunoda? Handina chokwadi chekuti ndakagadzirira izvi. ”
Jason akabvunza kuti: “Uri kuti kudini kuti undisiye?”
Hanna: “Handizivi. Ndinozvidya moyo unoziva. Kuputa dope hachisi chinhu chandinoda kuratidza semuenzaniso kuvana vedu senzira yekugadzirisa matambudziko. ”
Ndakabvunza Jason kuti angati chii kuna Hanna kuti ave nechokwadi chekuti anonzwisisa manzwiro ake.
“Ndinoitora, Hanna. Ndizvozvo. Wanga uneni nzira yese uye ndinoziva zvave zvisiri nyore. Ingoenda neni pane izvi zvishoma, uye ndichaita zvese zvandinogona kuti ndive murume nababa vandaimbove. Ndiri kuedza segehena kuchinja. Ndapota gara neni,
Ndava kutosvika. ”
Hanna akati aizoedza.
Ndakabvunza vaviri vacho kana vaigona kubvumirana pane yakatarwa nguva yekudyiwa kwake, uko Jason aigona kusvuta kana achida, asi nenzira shoma.
Jason akataura kuti kana aigona kusvuta oga manheru mamwe pavhiki, aizovimbisa Hanna kuti achachengeta chibvumirano ichi uye oedza nepese paanogona napo kuvapo iye nemhuri iyi nguva yacho yese.
Ini ndakabvunzawo vaviri vacho kana vaigona kupa imwe dzidzo nezvenyaya iyi yese kuvana vavo sezvo vachizoshamisika kuti sei baba vaenda kugaraji mamwe manheru, nezvekushandisa mbanje, uye nezvenyaya dzakadai sekuora mwoyo.
Hanna haana kunyatsofara pamusoro pegadziriro iyi, asi nekuda kwekuti Jason anga achiita zvakanaka kusasiya mapiritsi, uye nekuda kwechibvumirano chake chekudzokera kumhuri, aizozama.
Pamwedzi mitatu nemitanhatu yekutevera, vaviri vacho vanotaura zvakawanda zvekuvandudza.Jason adzoka kubasa, kurwadziwa kwake kunenge kwapera, uye kusvuta kwake mbanje kwave kungowanzoitika. Hanna anoshuma kuti Jason adzoka "mukati" naye uye nemhuri uye anofara kuva naye zvakare.
Ndakarumbidza vaviri ava vakashinga nekuzvishingisa kurwisa nenjodzi yekushandisa zvinodhaka zvino varega kurairwa. Tichava necheki mumwedzi mitanhatu kubva zvino.
Nguva dziri kunyatso kuchinja, handizvo here?